Forgetting Him

So guys, like I said in my personal blog, i was crazy about someone, well actually I still do. But then I figured out that he doesn't like me, he likes someone else, I bet that girl must be pretty, smart, funny, awesome, and fun to hang out with, unlike me. So when I first found out about it, I was in despaired, I felt so ashamed, I was so down to earth, I felt like I am not good enough. Sakitnya hati ni cuma Tuhan je yang tahu. But alhamdullilah my beloved friends, Shahira, Husna and Aini help me recovering. Thanks guys, korang memang memahami. Unfortunately Shahira is in the same situation with me. Tabahkan hati sayang.  Thanks to 'someone' I kinda hooked up with him. And that 'someone' keeps embrassing me about him, Husna please dear, nasihatkan dia, aku malu weyh, malu yang teramat.. Macam mana aku nak lupakan dia kalau ada orang tuh selalu ejek aku pasal dia ? 

And sampai sekarang aku tak boleh lupakan dia, I tried. I did. But it didn't work. Husna cakap melupakan seseorang itu mengambil masa, tapi sampai bila ? Serious bila aku terserempak dengan dia aku rasa happy sangat, senyum sampai nampak gusi, rasa macam nak menari je. But then, bila teringatkan apa yang dia cakap tuh, rasa malu sangat, rasa macam nak sembunyi je belakang tiang. 'aku tak suka dia... aku suka orang lain' the eight words that I wouldn't forget in my life. Erh lelaki memang macam ni ke? Diorang bagi kita harapan n then diorang sakitkan hati kita.

So yeah aku ni jenis yang susah nak suka dekat lelaki, but once I like someone, it's impossibble for me to forget him. So cukuplah sebulan aku angau pasal dia, aku dah penat kecewakan hati aku. kalau korang ada tips on 'How to Get Over Someone' please do tell me, thanks.

                                                                                                                       XOXO, Afifah